Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in witheyesclosed's InsaneJournal:

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Thursday, July 7th, 2011
1:24 am	Private to Tracey, Molly, Lisa, Su, Blair and Padma I've waited a couple of days to share this because I'm still trying to get it to sink in.  Anthony asked me to marry him. /End Private (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2011
5:42 pm	Private to Lisa and Tracey I understand that I have you to thank, Tracey, for the amazing cake Lisa shared with me the other day.  It was the best thing I've tasted in ages. /Private (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2011
2:51 pm	Private to Lisa I've spent the last day debating whether or not to do this because things have been wrong between us for so long.  But happy belated birthday.  This year hasn't been a good one for our friendship and I know that I'm largely responsible for that.  I know that you're doing what you're doing for a reason even if it isn't one that I can entirely comprehend.  I'm still having trouble getting over what happened with Anthony but your friendship is too important to me.  I can't just turn my back on you.  I know that you're going to do things that I don't agree with.  And I know that I'm going to do things that you don't agree with.  The same circumstances have taken us in opposite directions but I don't want them to tear us apart.  I'm willing to meet you half way.  You've been one of my best friends for the last seven years Lisa and I don't want that to change.  I've already lost enough in this war.  I can't lose my friends too. I don't have a physical gift for you now but I promise I'll get you something fabulous and very Lisa-like after graduation. /End Private (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 11th, 2011
9:35 pm	Private to Lisa I'm still pissed at you and I'm still not sure that I'll ever really forgive you for what you did to Anthony but that said what happened to you shoudn't have happened.  It's no secret that I don't agree with what's going on but that's no reason to hurt people on either side.  I don't like the Carrows because they hurt people both physically and emotionally.  Stealing your chess pieces is the emotional equivilant of one of the Carrow's detentions and it's wrong no matter which side pulls it.  And just because I'm hurt and angry with you doesn't mean you don't still mean something to me as a friend.   Also, I volunteered to take the punishment for the first years and Nott refused me. /Private Private to Anthony How sick is it that I'm still so mad at Lisa that I could strangle her in her sleep but the idea of someone taking her chess pieces makes me fume?  She was my friend for so long and I know how much that chess set meant to her.  It would be like someone stealing my books.  It doesn't matter which side it comes from that kind of stuff is just wrong. /Private (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 6th, 2011
10:01 pm	Private to Anthony Okay, this is kind of weird.  The first time it happened I didn't really think anything of it.  But someone's been slipping Defense Against the Dark Arts fliers to me. And I was thinking maybe I could sneak into your room tonight if you don't think Stephen would notice. /Private For some reason this week really brought home the fact that I'm only two months away from my NEWTS. (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2011
1:47 am	Lisa I expected this kind of behavior from Goyle and Parkinson.  But he was your friend for six bloody years, Lisa!  You know he would have done anything to protect you and how do you pay him back.  If you could see what you caused.  I tried.  I tried so bloody hard to pretend like everything was okay.  That we were friends just like we used to be.  That's over now.  What you did today was evil, just like they're evil. /Lisa   Monsters.  You're all a bunch of bloody monsters.  Go ahead hex me.  I don't give a shit. (51 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 6th, 2011
10:35 am	Private to Yue, Anthony and Michael They killed an innocent man.  What kind of animals are they? /Private Private to Blair You okay? /Private I don't feel well, can someone take notes for me today? (40 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 28th, 2011
10:25 pm	Private to Anthony Did you mean it?  How are  you feeling?  Is your head feeling any better? /Private Private to Yue Your gender is confusing /Private Private to Michael How are you? /Private (35 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 25th, 2011
2:46 pm	Private to Chase I know that it gets to you when I do what I'm about to do.  So before I say anything to the rest of the students in my journal I want to remind you that I think about your dad and my parents all the time.  How can I not, right?  But as much as I hurt right now I can't stand seeing my classmates the way they are and I have to do something about it.  I love you, I love your family and I miss Uncle Dirk terribly. /Private to Chase Okay, this has not been a good week aside from the excellent posters about the Carrow's bloodlines so I'm proposing we do something a little odd here in my journal.   The way things have been this year is causing all of us to take sides.  To say things we normally wouldn't say and to stop talking to people who we once shared our secrets and our world with.  I know that nothing can change that.  Too many things have been said and done at this point for any of us to go back to the children we were at the beginning of the year.  But consider my journal tonight a neutral place.  And here, for one night, let's forget the things tearing us all apart and focus on the things that bring us together. So with that in mind, tell me something about someone who you normally either dislike or find yourself opposed to that you admire. For example: I appreciate the condolances from classmates who I know don't like me on a personal level.  I know that it's easy to care about a classmate and a friend who has lost someone important.  It's harder to give condolances when the person in question is outside of your general circle and is politically of a different mindset.  In this case I won't single anyone out but know I appreciate it.  (62 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 20th, 2011
12:27 am	My deepest sympathies go out to those with pets here in school. Private to Padma, Molly, Blair, Su and Lisa and Lisa I think I did something stupid yesterday. /End Private (79 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 11th, 2011
1:01 am	Blair and I would like to thank everyone who has sent condolances whether it be through Owls or our journals.  Your well wishes thoughts and prayers have been a great comfort to both Blair and I throughout the last few days.  We'll be back next Thursday. (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2011
12:39 pm	Just so everyone who cares knows, my parents' funeral will be tomorrow morning at eleven. ( Chase ) ( Padma ) ( Anthony ) ( Lisa ) ( Stephen ) ( Neville ) ( Yue ) (23 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 7th, 2011
10:29 pm	Private to Anthony, Michael, Terry, Padma, Lisa and Yue Sorry for leaving school without telling anyone.  My parents were killed this morning.  It will be in the Prophet tomorrow..  We're staying with Kat . (16 Comments |Comment on this)
12:18 pm	Heads up for whoever is reading our Owls.  I'm planning on writing to my sister to ask her to send me more novels.  This is not code for something.  I really want more novels since it seems I'm going to have a lot more free time on my hands since my library time is going to be seriously limited from here on out. (68 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2011
1:34 am	Anyone have any grand plans for their last night of freedom? What has everyone been up We go back tomorrow. Private to Anthony My sister won't believe me when I tell her you're not my boyfriend.  So if you get any threatening Owls from her ignore them.  I don't know what to say in the journals anymore.  I'm worried that anything I say will make Chase even madder at me. /End Private (16 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 26th, 2011
1:01 am	Private to Michael What does the extra rune mean?  I don't reconise it.  And any hints as to what you meant the other night? /End Private Private to Anthony You up for a visit over the next couple of days? /End Private I do so hate cold weather like this.  It makes it hard for me to breathe (35 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 24th, 2011
5:11 pm	Private Kat, Blair and I got together and decided not to tell Mum and Dad what happened to me right before Hols.  If they find out what the Carrows did then Dad is likely to blow his top and we need him to still be on good terms with the Ministry so we can help Chase's family.  As it was, it was all I could do to keep Kat from hunting down the Carrows and making them eat something awful. I've spent too much time the last two days trying to figure out what exactly Michael meant by what he said to me the other night.  Clearly Michael has something up his sleeve.  I just can't help but wonder what it is. I don't want to go back but I don't think I could live with myself if I didn't. /End Private Private to Padma Are we still on for Boxing Day? /End Private So, how has everyone's holiday been thus far? (27 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2011
9:27 pm	HAPPY BIRTHDAY PADMA AND PARVATI! (16 Comments |Comment on this)
12:06 am	It's nice to be back with my family, I forget sometimes how much I miss them.  All of them and there are a lot of them.  I can't believe how big some of the little cousins got just in the last couple of months. Happy second day of Hanukkah Elliot, Chase and Anthony! (15 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 16th, 2011
3:17 pm	( Private ) ( Private to Anthony ) Special thanks go out to whoever decided they didn't like their waffles this morning. (50 Comments |Comment on this)